Med-itations

The medicine increases the disease.
Virgil

I hate taking my meds. I know that there are times that they do make me feel alot better. And there are times when they make me feel more focused and sane. However, there are many times when I feel that they drain all of my essence out of me. I feel like a faded image of my former self. That all the life, all the spunk, all the creativity has disappeared and left this empty shell.